Fear of the unknown, a dream buster

It is shocking how fear of the unknown can cripple the mind. For two years i had let fear cripple me beyond explanation. It's amazing how one step in confronting my fear opened a whole new pleasant life for me. Had I known that facing my demons would have such a marvelous impact, I would have done this sooner. The hilarious aspect of it is that when one is stuck in the past, they fail to notice that the monster that torments them is long gone! I love my Lord and thank God for Jesus! A new page is turned and beautiful life enjoyed!

Friends or Aquaintances?

I look back from my elementary years and friends i've made eversince. Surely some remain outstanding and maybe they can be called friends or can they? what is a friend? How many friends can one person have? one? two...ten? I always wonder. I have several friends and they are all different, the only common thing about them is that they are my friends. Sometimes it gets really confusing as i want to rate some as more friends than others but only to realise that i no longer know that much about them and them about me. Hm! Can they be now referred to as acquaintances? How do i refer to someone i have known for over twenty years and have kept consistent communication with as just an acquaintance? I have their mobile number, their home number...i occationally visit their work place and the colleaques know that i am their visitor. We occationally share a tear over the universes negative impact on us? But are they a friend? i sometimes forget what grade their children are? They dont even know who i am currently dating?....Hm! How does one rate their best friend? Can one really have only one best friend?

Ke Mosali

I listen to KB - Keabetswe and then listen to Winnie Khumalo and they sing about growing up and it just hit me that "lenna ke mosali joale!" I am also a woman now and no longer a girl! Wow! It seems like I've just woken up to that fact while I actually grew into it.

The funny thing is I really like it as it has brought a lot of positive changes in my life like; I feel more comfortable in my skin and even more confident with my life. If somebody had expected that from me a year ago, shu! I would have run a mile! hahaha!lol! It's amazing how great it is to embrace changes in ones life and letting go of one's trivial fears.

I would just like to say with a 12 years old son, Uta Production, me turning 35 years old on the 16th of February and many other achievements, I am a WOMAN now!